22 November 2009 @ 01:59 am
my internet's bloody slow so i decided to blog abt things while waiting for my show to load.=) and HERE I AM!
life's been pretty good. its always good here =) nothing big to worry abt, just finish ur work and eat and play! i'm so envious of mac psych students, they get so much exposure to practical work even before they graduate! every now and then u get emails specifying job vancanies =( spore has nth! for next wk's special pop lecture, a person who has had schizo is gonna come talk to us abt his experiences! i really look forward to psy classes every week! even when i have to wake up early for 10.30AM classes. =)))))))))) all's worth it! LOVE MAC!
but i dread anthro lessons and i havent been gg for weeks HAHA! oh man they are crap. psy makes me too scientific. but I LIKE.

we (the singaporeans) have been eating different food every wkend! haha so fun. like jap food at sushi star, chi food at harvest moon, steamboatS and indian buffet! LOL. i can feel myself swelling =X i need to diet once i'm back!
havent really been making many ANGMOH friends (we outrightly use "angmohs" cos they can't understand) cos we have been sticking really close to each other and i think, seriously, people here stick to their own races like angmohs with angmohs and asians with asians. BUT i have to say canadians are extremely WARM people. i can say that everyone's been nice to us until now, or at least in my mem! everyone is helpful and kind! =))) they love to help and they are really friendly! why can't singaporeans be like that!
one thing i'm v puzzled abt is... their busy love lives (including sex) haha. it makes me wonder what it takes for them to settle down and get married. oh wells. hahahaha

=( only less than one and a half month before i'll be back! TIME FLIES! omg. everyone is like complaining and not wanting to go back =(
I LOVE:
my room
the company
the trouble-free days
MAC campus
tim hortons
dr. levy
the weather
not sweating
walking to sch and passing by the kids in the childcare and watching them play
the bare trees
the pastries
hamilton

omggggggggggggggg. i'm so gonna miss hamilton though its fking boring. LOL
to think we'll nv come back again! =(
if there arent photos i'll think i'm dreaming...
 
 

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19 November 2009 @ 11:10 pm


HAPPY

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't you take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
All these days i feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

So and it's just that i can't see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

 
 
09 November 2009 @ 12:05 am
just joined the fb group "overhead at mac" and i found this rather funny!

someone said:
last year: was in line at mini mac and 2 white guys that were in line infront of me
white guy 1: "dude... wtf is that?!?! *points to a box of Hello Panda*"
white guy 2: "dunno man....must be some new asian cereal or something"
>_>

hahahaha! its damn funny!
its interesting when different cultures get together and NOT form a melting pot
LOL







i know i can sing. and i'm very proud of it (cos thats my only talent)
HA. roy said imagine one day i go tone death how will i feel and i thought. i'll die.
i've made the decision to go for singing lessons.
i know its gonna cost a bomb but.
i really wanna make sth out of it.
i dont wanna waste my life thinking about it and not even trying.
maybe once i've tried hard and i know i'm not good enougn i'll stop.
but for now. i really wanna give it a go...

 
 
05 November 2009 @ 03:24 pm
i'm soooo dumb. i lost 1/4 of the test marks for nth! LIKE NOTHING
knew the answer but i thought it doesnt fit the question. OH DAMN IT why did i think so much. should have just dump everything down.
fk.
its feel dumber than not knowing the answer!
LOL. ok but at the end of the day it goes "i just have to pass" haha
just hate feeling stupid man.
2 more tests and 2 10 pages reports. oh man.


i'm gg to french canada - montreal, quebec city, ottawa DURING MY EXAMS! woohooo i'm such a pro. i have a paper on 17th and two on 22nd and i'm gonna travel on 18th-20th. HEHE. i dont care man. i have to travel more than i have to do well anyway!
woohoooooooooooooooooooooooooo
end of yr's gonna be a budget bursting hell of fun!
montreal, quebec, ottawa, LA, san frans, vegas, nyc! WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

today it rained ice/ flurries!
all the trees are gg bare.
i love watching leaves fall =)


random thoughts:
its kinda sad
as u grow up
u aim for different things and everyone goes a different way
then u start to be self-centered cos people around u show u that u're alone.
and in the end after struggling, experiencing sadness and happiness, achievement whatsoever...
u die.
 
 

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01 November 2009 @ 12:36 pm

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
=)
went for halloween parties on fri. a boat party and at gurvenment in toronto. we were crazy we clubbed for 8 hours straight.
i have party phobia now! hahaha
people's customes were awesome=) and the tequila shot was crazily strong. sweet.
i love putting my ghostly makeup hahahahahaa. thanks ch u gave me inspiration =X haha
i wanna carve pumpkins though! RAH no time =(
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one test next week.
two tests next next week.
two research papers next next next week.
oh how i love sch..

time flies man!
 
 
25 October 2009 @ 12:03 pm

clubbing was freaking boring. WTH. lousy music with little people. best club in hamilton somemore. they should come to spore for goodness sake! was expecting a lot from canadian clubs!!
LOL.
halloween is cominggggggggggg

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20 October 2009 @ 05:20 pm

YAY. cleared 4 midterms, 3 more to go.
this is crazy. crazier than NTU but i heard things over there arent good too. =X
have been cooking! and i'm turning into such a good cook HAHA. its so nice when u come for exchange and u have so much time to cook! (except days with tests) haha =D SEE MY FOOD!
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havent been updating lj, cant even rmb where i stopped.
but everythings good and i'm getting very used to classes.
LOVE  hanging out with gang and stuffs. its just so nice to gather and talk and we nv get bored! =) LOVELY.
i'm kinda half excited about gg to new york cos if when its time to go to new york, it means i'm leaving this place! but i'm so looking forward to nice buzzling new york! hehe. and LA, san fran and vegas! WOOHOOO
sometimes i really miss spore. esp the company, the hokkien mee at yew tee (damn) and late nights. but its ok! i'm just gonna be here for two months more. AHHHHH super mixed feelings.
and i'm damn fking unlucky. two of my exams end on the LAST day of the exam period. thanks. -_- i dont care i'm gg to montreal and quebec city during in between my exams!!! RAH.

cant wait for sat cos i'm gg to toronto! haha maybe i'll get a tattooooooooo. MAYBE.
and sun for steamboat. wooohhooooooooooooooo

i'm so annoyed with:
"hi how are u?"
"good, how about u?"

cant the angmohs just say hi. -_-
 
 

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13 October 2009 @ 02:39 am
this is bad.
my mind is taking control over the heart.
it tells me that "i just need to pass" though my heart says "i wanna do well in psy of reading"
DAMN.
haha.
rahhhhhhhhhh i cant get down to studying! omg.


for the other courses. i can't really be bothered cos both my brain and my heart tells me "i just need to pass"
HAHA.
 
 
11 October 2009 @ 05:35 pm



...in love with pink
yea, after hearing this song =)


her MV is horribly (yes, literally) awesome. love it so much. too bad i can't post it here.
go take a look =) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l2en6nZEycM
 
 
10 October 2009 @ 04:45 pm
did the most stupid thing i have ever done in my whole life.
and it is an extremely expensive lesson learnt. FUCK.